1st trimester (Part 3) - 24/10

Today, i managed to woke up early. Despite of the morning sickness yg masih teruk melanda, sempat jugak pegi bank & kutip baju dry cleaning yg ntah berapa minggu dah x amik. breakfast menu hari ni-roti canai telor with kuah kari ikan. Masa beli x sabar nk makan, tapi went i got into the car je....bau kari+perfume kete+roti canai...Ya Allah..loya giler!!! arrived home, nak taknak sumbat jugak la..takut lapar..tapi bila dah masuk perut, ok la plak...adusss!

after breakfast, me & mum siap2 & trus gi umah abg opit. Today is Akeef CEC School Concert kat putrajaya. Dah janji ngan dia nak tgk, walaupun x larat terpaksa la kuatkan badan. Yg x tahan skali ni, ari2 ni yg asyik sengal2 & berdenyut2...sabar je la..perut plak kejap lapar, tapi semua x selera nak makan..

Concert akeef abis around 4.30pm, i had so much fun!! those kids are so adorable..bijak2 plak. Tak sangka akeef pun pandai twist, takde stage fright plak tu..insyaaalah, nanti our turn plak tgk baby ni concert. berdoa sgt pada tuhan, baby ni selamat, sihat, sempurna dilahirkan nanti. before heading home, we decided to singgah makan kat alamanda.

Sempat la aku shopping my first maternity clothing, dapat la pants since all my jeans are tight fitted, lagi sebulan confirmed dah x muat!! Dah lama i dreamed about this moment, maternity shopping...Alhamdullilah! after that, pegi beli food supply for my problem tekak ni...since i can't take anything fried & oily, i decided to go with light2 food yg x meloyakan. got myself some fresh milk, soya drink, anmum milk (ppl says it's good for baby developments, so i pun nak try gak..), bread, 3 in 1 healthy oat drink & prunes (since hubby says makan jeruk mangga tak elok, ganti la ngan prunes- healthier)

finally we arrived home, lepas hubby called, trus collapsed tido..Letih giler!!! Mlm, had my milk ate some bread, trus naik atas nak tido awal.baru je baring nak lelapkan mata, suddenly perut memulas. apa lagi bekejar la ke toilet..to my suprised, masa duduk sambil menunggu masa, i've noticed ade a drip of blood!!! Ya Allah, panik giler. i stopped everything, nak 'melabur' pun x jadi! i was so scared. Bagitau mama, dia pun risau tapi since i told her that it was dark brown color blood, she was then a bit relief. Mama kata org pregnant mmg kadang2 camtu...mungkin darah lama...mmg happens to some pregnant ladies. Tapi i'm still worried, nak tido pun tak bole...ape2, besok pagi i nak gi gak check ngan doctor. Mama pun kata better, takut la anything ke..kalau ikutkan hati ni,mlm ni gak nk gi...tapi hubby takde, sampai nak drive..lagipun mana ade gynae mlm ni...sabar jela...byk2 berdoa...tapi lepas tu, i've stopped going to toilet...sebab dah fobia!! Alhamdullilah..setelah penat cuba memejamkan mata, akhirnya berjaya jugak...minta2 takde la ape2 akan jadi besok....

1st trimester (Part 2)

Today, my morning sickness started...sengsaranyaaa....mlm susah nak tido! breast sakit, perut tak selesa, ari2 rasa cam berdenyut2.

at 6.30am , i dah terjaga. couldn't sleep, was soooo hungry!! setelah meloya2 & muntah2 sampai rasa nak pitam, barulah siap2 & kuar cari nasi lemak (bole caya tu...). balik trus breakfast ngan mama, tapi tak abis plak...tekak plak tak ble terima..tapi paksa gak..dapat la makan skit. nasib baik mama buatkan milo 2 cawan, baru ok.

today ade meeting scheduled at 2.30pm. Allah...Tuhan je la tahu camne malasnya & tak larat. golek punya golek, still tak larat gak nak bgn. finally berjaya gak amik linda & headed to S.A for the presentation.

Dalam kete plak ntah berapa kalai la plak uwekk2!!! nasib baik dua2 dlm kete preggies..so faham la situation..

after meeting, went back to office & trus gi makan...LAPAARRR!! punyalah bengang plak, i've ordered spaghetti bolognese, skali datang spaghetti seafood with baby clamp. Stress nyer!!! tapi pasal cian tgk muka waiter tu, i decided to just take up the food. ingatkan bole la makan, sekali...5 suap je, then dah meloya...bengang2, pay the bills, trus balik!!

until now, my tekak still x ble terima apa2.risau gak my baby..the best that i can do, makan roti, minum susu & soya drinks. walau pun tak sekenyang mana, terisi jugak la perut ku ini...besok ni..tak tau la nak makan ape plak!!! kalau ade hubby senang skit nak cari makan...aduss!!! Takpe la...demi baby ni, sabar je la...dengan harapan cepat2 la mabuk ni hilang..

1st trimester (Part 1)

This is the beginning of another new chapter in our lifes. setelah lama menunggu, finally kami dianugerahkan kurnian yg tak terhingga...syukur, alhamdullilah...i'm confirmed pregnant!!!

My period was last for 2 weeks, plus my breast was bengkak & painful. at first, i thought tat it's normall. coz my menstrual pun selalu x regular & the breast is part of the senggugut. but then, mama yakin that i dah sangkut. i x percaya, coz before this it's was always faults alarm. tapi memandangkan kebengkakan breast yg berbeza, i decided to take the pregnancy test.

Location of testing: rumah linda (hahahahha!!!)

OTW nk amik linda, stopped by beli testing kit la. sampai umah trus jalankan project. to my suprise, ade 2 line la plak...tapi mcm kabur. show it to linda, linda terkejut & convinced that i'm pregnant. at tat time, i was not excited yet, sbb mcm tak percaya....mungkin tester tu x betul. so, me & linda decided tat, we'll do again kat office. so we did, this time the lines lagi clear, rasa cam nak nangis pun ade...speechless pun ade..mcm2 la...tapi takut nak percaya lagi...takut silap..

anyway, i decided to informed my husband kat india la. dia pun mcm tak caya, kata i main2...coz my menstrual mmg selalu lambat...explained kat dia, dia cam blur2...then kata ok..(maklumlah, org baru bgn tido..heheheh). then few minutes later, he called back....baru lah cam sedar, trus excited....tapi i ckp, releks dulu, biar confirmkan ngan doc.

immediately, i went to see my gynaen (Dr. Idris-Pantai Bangsar). i was so nervous & excited at the same time....sedih jugak hubby takde temankan...dah la first pregnancy...tapi gagahkan je la.

alhamdullilah, doc scan, my pregnancy dah 6 weeks. i can see the lump besar 4 cm through the screen...it was miracle!!!!

i confirmedkan ngan hubby...dia lagi la excited...kesian dia jauh kat india...we both was thrill!! except linda & shukri, nobody else know bout this...

dengan hati yg berbunga2, went back home. sampai umah, took out the scan image show it to mama...mama terkejut & was so happy tat she cried & me too....it was a very touching moment...(bila teringat mmg sedih la)...then she took the scan pic & we both went to sis house. mama tunjuk plak kat kak shella, even worst everone broke into tears!!!! sedih giler....all of us was too happy sampai berderai2 airmata....

alhamdullilah...we all betul2 bersyukur sgt kepada Allah kerna akhirnya hajat kami dimakbulkan...mungkin berkat doa Qistina juga la yg memberikan kami such a miracle!!!