Hi BLOG!!!! OMG...it been 1 year+ haven't been blogging! Time really flies. Sekejap je dah berlalu...
Latest updates, of course I've already gave birth 2 a lovely baby boy - HAKAN RAAKIN B. MOHD ASRI. Both of us decided on the name, HAKAN means Emperor (his daddy nickname since for ages). Raakin: Respectful. Ppl find it weird, but we just luv it!! Lgpun, how many ppl has this name? ko ade? takde kan...hehhehe
A glimps of the delivery story, it was torturing! sakit smpi x tahu nk ckp camne.Snpai skang masih phobea nk pregnant. It was the longest & painful waiting. My water broke @ 1.30am, went to hospital-admitted & finally deliver at 5.30pm THE NEXT DAY!! Went through forcett & vacumm, smapi baby's head swollen, because of vacumm terlepas 2 times. don't know who mistake it is, because i don't know how 2 push or the KPJ doctor just plain stupid. It was a big huha in the delivery room...all i can do is berdoa & telan air selusuh berbotol2. When the baby came out, he was almost lemas. i was crying & praying like crazy seeing him being care by the doc. Until he cried, then it was a huge relief. But still, i did not get to hold him, as they immdiately rush him 2 intensive care! come to think of it, i should have stick with doc idris!! nak save kononnya, at the end i spend more...Tapi yg geram tu, kesian baby. he was admitted into the intensive care unit for 3 days with wires, drips & not allow to have any milk.
Bayangkan la mcm mana runtuh nya hati ni bila tgk!! Mcm mana pun alhamdullilah, everything was ok. And now, my darling is healthy, active & as cute as mommy...hehehe. Now he's 10 months +...
For me, life has changed a lot!!! Masa tuk sendiri mmg takde la...penat x pyh ckp la...Managed to get a job right after confinement. so, its managing work, house & baby. Still, i'm lucky that i have mum & maid. Nowadays, i try to come back as early as i can..i just hate coming back & my baby dah tido. still advertising is like that..so, sabar je la. tapi since dia lahir until now, not even a day i get to have a good sleep. nak buat susu mlm2, merengek la, restless la...aduss. that's y ppl said that, it will last at least until 2 years...Daddy...aduss, stress dibuat ye. sayang anak, tapi jaga nk jaga x pandai...dah kena bising, marah berkali2 baru lah pandai skit. so, jgn ingat everything come naturally ye...again sabar je la. dah dapat sorang ni pun, rahmat yg x terhingga!!
Now, my baby has started learnin to walk. merangkak laju giler..abis kejar mummy 1 rumah..perangai, mcm mummy laaa...temperamental, stubborn...ha, padan muka mummy kan!sampai hilanglah sabar mummy, tapi bila nampk muka hencem tu sejuk balik hati...biasa dia!! yg x tahan lagi tu, dh pandai bye bye..plaK tu, mcm Usop Wilcha ! Kita bakor je la!! hahahha!!! Mmg la dia pengubat segala masalah!! Tapi now yg risau, x kuar gigi satu pun lg...hmmm
Anyway, kalau nk citer suma benda back dated mmg bole tulis novel. Yg penting, now i'm working, so i can basically provide or buy anything for my baby. I want the best for him. Walaupun this is my last month working here, there's already better job waiting...heheheh. i'll b taking a break the whole May & back to work 1st June. Other than that, major problem is my weight, still struggling to cut some fats...well, anyway hopefully the future will b better, insyaallah...Yg pasti, i just want to spend that 1 month with my baby & family..
NOW, OUR LIFE IS FINALLY COMPLETE!!
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